[ 21 takes another long sip of her hot chocolate, and an additional moment to calm herself. The air around her is starting to smell strongly of lemon tarts - she's hitting a point of being all nerves and expecting the worst out of what she has to say next. ]
Naruhodou, I-I ... I am a special type of android. One created using the cells of countless researchers and warriors. Because of the way I came to be ... some of the cells inside me are going berserk, even as we speak. They drive me to want to do such horrible things, specifically to other powerful fighters ...
[ A moment to breathe. She can do this. ]
... While she gave in to those urges, I have been doing everything in my power not to. I have some means to help with it, but it gets harder every day, and I ... I don't want to end up like her ...
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Naruhodou, I-I ... I am a special type of android. One created using the cells of countless researchers and warriors. Because of the way I came to be ... some of the cells inside me are going berserk, even as we speak. They drive me to want to do such horrible things, specifically to other powerful fighters ...
[ A moment to breathe. She can do this. ]
... While she gave in to those urges, I have been doing everything in my power not to. I have some means to help with it, but it gets harder every day, and I ... I don't want to end up like her ...